Grazie Mille, Lover!
I think i’m in the position when Ariana wrote “thank you, next” lyric.
Actually, there are plenty of times i realized that i’m so blessed for these people, they make me learn so much about love.
Love, sounds ridiculous but it’s true.
Just like what ariana wrote in the song, one taught her love, the other one taught her patience and somehow they taught her pain. I’m grateful about the relationship i’ve been on and off.
He taught me about not putting my ego and jealosy in the first place, that love should be something more important than your ego, that being together with someone you love is something you should have not given up above all your ego.
He taught me when you love someone, it doesn’t matter about how long it takes to be with your loved ones, you will wait sincerely.
He taught me that freedom as a human being should be yours, if you doesn’t like someone for controling you that much, you can talk about it together, or you can go, just do not ever lying for your own sake.
He taught me that if you love someone, you will do anything, make her happy, keeping her safe, comfort her, be there for her.
He taught me that if you love someone, you have to fight for them until the end of time. Everything that stand obstruct in front of you should be fixed together with trust and communication.
and most importantly, you have to filled each other because love is give and take, working together hand in hand.
Of all those valuable lessons i can learn from them, i wish nothing but the best.
I never forget them, all those photograph, all those letters, believe me it still all in a good condition. It’s not that i purposely wanna keep them, well i did wanna keep this good stuff, but it wasn’t the reasons why i keep this stuffs, it was all too precious for me. I can’t make them happy so that at least, i appreciate what they did.
It makes me in tears remember about all those good memories they gave and about the time they give to me. I swear to god, i’m the luckiest for ever being loved by someone like them. I hope they know how thankful i am.
Thank you.
And last but not least, they were enough. Not gonna make another lesson in this spare time of me figurin out what i really wanted in my life.
Godspeed.